PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

Pain, diminishes happiness. Being in pain, you forgot to be happy. Bearing different masks just to compensate with the surroundings, you can almost forget who is the real person, within you. When you are in deep pain, you loose gradually your chosen directions until you have nowhere to find one, but to focus on the pain that you felt inside. It burns gradually your system of being happy until you have nothing but the feeling of being hurt. Your world that are once full of hopes are then narrowed down. How well you’ve been from the past, became unintentionally unremembered. Your thoughts of hopes and happiness loose somewhere out there. How you strive to fight for your weaknesses through out your life became meaningless and all strengths are all fallen to the ground. As gravity of pain gets stronger, the stronger it will pull you down and the harder you will push through to pull yourself up.
The way we perceive pain is totally different from anyone else, for pain is a subjective matter. With the same issue, for some, it is just quiet and easy to cope. For others, even how difficult it is, still, they choose to face it and break the pain from within. But for some, rather to face it with a lot of grief, they choose to kneel down and ask for death to escape. And, for some, they choose or unintentionally forgot that somebody is up high and choose to command the time of their death.
We can never tell, how an individual go through with their pain, or how does it really hurt them. Even we’ve been with the same condition, yet, we can’t deny the fact that human as we are, are totally different. We have different strengths, weaknesses, perceptions, thoughts, hopes, happiness, approaches, etc. Some says that, pain is something that is unintentionally unshared. Even how many times you shared it among to those closest to your heart, still pain is present. The deeper the pain is, the more it is difficult to speak out, how does it really hurts.
For many people who go through pain, even they have no more directions to choose where and how to go through, still they hold on. With thy little strength and grains of faith, believing they can’t although they want the world to halt they go through with their life. Though too dark their path is, still they wish to see the light. With countless stumble and fall episodes, they still choose to creep just to stand up. They still believe, that someday, they will go to find a journey of happiness. Even, how deep the pain strike through their vein, still they live to PURSUIT HAPPINESS.
Have you been through in deep pain? Tell me, how you dealt with it. How you find happiness from it?